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People said beautiful things. She was so loved. She had such a kind spirit. Mira, you were everything to her.

She filled three pages. Then four. Then ten. Each line was a small rebellion against the narrowing definition of her life.

Her mother woke hours later, disoriented, reaching for water. Mira helped her drink from the cup with the bendy straw. Her mother’s lips trembled against the plastic. morethanadaughter

“You don’t have to stay,” her mother whispered, eyes still closed from the morphine’s gentle pull.

And then she added a new line, the one that hurt the most and helped the most at the same time: People said beautiful things

Her mother pulled Mira’s hand to her chest, over the slow thrum of her heart. “You know,” she said, each word a small labor, “when I first held you, the nurse said, ‘It’s a girl.’ And I thought, ‘No. It’s more than that.’ But I didn’t know the word for it yet.”

After class, a young woman waited behind. She had the same hollow look Mira remembered from her own mirror. “My mom just got diagnosed,” she said. “I don’t know how to be anything except scared.” Mira, you were everything to her

Her mother closed her eyes again, but her grip didn’t loosen. “You’ll find it.” The funeral was in April, under a sky that couldn’t decide between rain and sun. Mira stood at the grave site in a navy dress her mother had bought her for a cousin’s wedding, the one her mother had said made her look “like a serious person who still knows how to laugh.”