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The guilt was a separate, uglier animal. At night, I would lie in my own bed and replay the day’s smallest interactions: her hand brushing mine passing the salt, her leaning over my shoulder to see my phone screen. Then, immediately, I would see Jason’s face. Jason, who had shared his French fries with me in third grade. Jason, who had defended me from a bully in seventh. Jason, whose trust was the very floor I was walking on. Loving his mother felt like stealing from him, a theft so profound I had no language for it.
Her name was Diane. To Jason, she was just "Mom"—the woman who packed his lunches, yelled at him to clean his room, and drove us to soccer practice in her dented minivan. To me, she became a slow, tectonic rearrangement of everything I thought I knew about want.
The crush was not a lightning strike. It was a leak. Slow, then a flood.
The guilt was a separate, uglier animal. At night, I would lie in my own bed and replay the day’s smallest interactions: her hand brushing mine passing the salt, her leaning over my shoulder to see my phone screen. Then, immediately, I would see Jason’s face. Jason, who had shared his French fries with me in third grade. Jason, who had defended me from a bully in seventh. Jason, whose trust was the very floor I was walking on. Loving his mother felt like stealing from him, a theft so profound I had no language for it.
Her name was Diane. To Jason, she was just "Mom"—the woman who packed his lunches, yelled at him to clean his room, and drove us to soccer practice in her dented minivan. To me, she became a slow, tectonic rearrangement of everything I thought I knew about want. my first love is my friend’s mom
The crush was not a lightning strike. It was a leak. Slow, then a flood. The guilt was a separate, uglier animal