I don't want to sleep. Not because I'm not tired—I am, bone-tired in a way that sleep might not even cure—but because leaving Night High 4 means admitting that this strange, hollow, beautiful state will end. And then it will be morning, and the world will demand things again.
The thing about staying up this late is that loneliness stops being painful and becomes a texture. It's the weight of the blanket. The taste of cold coffee from three hours ago. The way the shadows in the corner have arranged themselves into a shape almost like a chair, but not quite. night high 4
This is Night High 4. It doesn't last. That's the point. I don't want to sleep